the struggles of a heart..

  Sometimes i just wanna loose myself, drown in your laughter and forget everything around me. Just close my eyes and breathe you into me. I could live a million lives just looking at that smile. "who's gonna save the world tonight?" :) I'm a unicorns whisper away from letting go and every time i open my eyes and get sucked back into reality i realize how letting go fails not only me but everyone around me! Wonder if im loosing my mind! There's so many souls out there with faiths so gory my eyes can't even stand to look. What if you're stuck in the middle? what if you're unsure on whether to choose yourself or the ones you love? I'm starting to feel that all these selfless acts are starting to ruin me and not otherwise. What if i choose to destroy myself?         Her hazel brown eyes gazed around the room.. Wooden floors and wooden walls. It was just a small empty room made of wood. She looked around admiring how the sun light crept through the ...

Have you ever wanted something so bad? Wanting a goal with every fiber of your very being..of your very existence!    She entered the room and felt the strong change of aura..it sorta felt lighter? like she entered a dimension where time stopped for a little while. Her worries, her pain, her scares...all sieved, everything filtered as she entered the room. She entered the door as a cleaner soul. She left her shadows at the front door. She looked around, it wasn't big..but it was beautiful. It screamed authenticity. Her sister came out from the kitchen and spread her arms out calling her in for a warm hug. She looked down and admired the dark wood panel floor and the lighter wooden dining table. It was a plain hall but somehow it screamed home and love. Across the hall the cloud curtains called her in, she walked passed the curtains out into the balcony. She took a deep breath, and exhaled heavily. It was breathtaking. Like being blessed by cosmic laws from beyond. She liked ...