the struggles of a heart..

in a second everything went a blur, the noises in the background fading into silence and time seemed altered. Like someone losing their mind. feeling the physical push of every kiss, hug, touch, breath, smile, stare, smell, laugh stream by you trying to push you down and carry you along with it as you use the last bit of strength to stand..to not fall.. to not let go..to not break..don't break.. Telling yourself that everything is okay when smiling needs effort and swallowing seems impossible. Living your world for the souls that parade around you..sitting in a cage knowing how to unlock it but never having the guts.. the voices in my head..they've been awoken.. darkness approached with his hands full of might as she stood there like a white rose without the slightest fright, unaware of the depth of a starless dark night she walked right into him like a fearless naive knight, he held her in his dark possession, his hands twisting around her light, a clear obsession..she slo

Not knowing what's really going on and not knowing how i got here let alone how to get out. In a blink of an eye I'm stuck in quicksand. My lips spit venom dipped darts as my heart's hands crave for you.. I keep pushing when all i want is to do is pull.. call me crazy but know that it's because of you. You've clipped my wings and now walking seems hard for one who never strayed on land..but I'm falling..and i hope you catch me when i land. How's it hard for you to see that the pain i feel is real and trust don't come easy to walking wing deprived creatures waiting to heal. But now I'm here on the ground..and you're up so high.. flying.   Holding on to the bars of my cage, as the bitter taste sinks in, can't contain this flaring rage but i refrain from committing sin. Thumping against her chest,.. throbbing in her head..venom induced mess keeps running as she hits bed. How could she love the one who clipped her wings..but that's what she